Thursday, August 17, 2006

Paip Air Mata

I've turned into a wuss - big time.
Hari ini dalam sejarah - It was the day I was to confirm Abang's entry into Standard One. A form filling event which should have been without drama, but saw me wetting the "Borang Tanda Nama" (Name Tag Form) at the school office with my tears.. Tried to hide em..but it was, apparently obvious, that the school clerk asked me, if I was ok and even handed me a Kleenex.
So, now he is registered in Kelas Satu Wawasan and shall soon be wearing a tie to school and a name tag proudly bearing his name. My baby who is already giddy with excitement asking me how much he needs to get a nasi lemak at the school canteen, "cos big guys who go to big schools don't bring chicken nuggets to school in the school bags, mama."
Waaaaaargggghhh..is it so wrong that I still want him in diapers, curling on my lap every night to sleep telling me that he loves me "one hundred million thousand fifty dollars (banyak eh?)-in the whole wide world-dot com dot my (i dont know where he got that from)-forever and ever", and never grows up??
I tell ya, I am a wuss.
Nazrah, look who's the paip air mata now?

17 Comments:

Blogger Kak Teh said...

uwaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh! Hand me the kleenex box please! (bukan apa. Suddenly rasa teramatlah tua!

12:15 AM  
Blogger ailin...in aalborg said...

Anedra, I wanna congratulate you on finally updating your blog.

And I wanna congratulate the little one on getting his first ever name tag!

1:03 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I'm gonna miss him really really much.. he won't enjoy my hide n seek after schools anymore.. i bet he'd say 'grow up aunty'... sad sad...

1:14 AM  
Blogger Nazrah said...

banyak nya dia sayang you. aishah loves me "two dollars" only. i see a similarity here, quantifying love in terms of dollars...

dah boleh gi skolah dah? wow! dah besar dia!! mama jgn nangis banyak2 ek...

and to echo ailin, syabas for updating.

3:37 AM  
Blogger trueblue said...

ala..shiannya u...

I bet I'll feel the same way too when my little girl goes to school :)

9:14 PM  
Blogger Queen Of The House said...

Awwwwwww ..... tak apa, tak apa. It's a whole exciting new world for him; be happy for him. Which school, Anedra? Manalah tahu, same school with my little one (whom I worry about too ... boleh kah dia bawa bag sekolah yang berat tu?)

9:26 PM  
Blogger anedra said...

KakTeh: tell me about it! He's in STANDARD ONE OTEH!! Imagine how I'll feel like when he goes to college???

Ailin: Why THANK YOU!! hehehe..memanglah aku ni maha lembab!

anon: ya lah..now my gomol with him pun he says is for small boys only.

nazrah: THANK YOU too. dia sayang I banyak..tapi agaknya when he ran out of numbers, he had to introduce the dotcomdotmy thing!

trueblue: yup..u just wait till it's yr turn!


HRH The Queen: The school near my place. Kena bawak beg yg macam trolley tu lah ya?? Alahai..kesiannya..

12:25 AM  
Anonymous aa@ny said...

OMG, Deyne! Has it been THAT long?? I still remember him as a wee-lil-baby not too long ago. His comment on pocket money is sooo adorable, I just can't believe how time flies.

10:48 AM  
Blogger rose said...

Dena,
sure hati you kembang semangkuk when he tells you all abt his new frens and whatnots from first day of school later :)
hugz

6:55 PM  
Blogger LifeBloom said...

Even tho I have no kids of my own - I can truly empathise with you! After this his world will expand - But no worries his mummy will always be at the centre of it!

10:15 PM  
Blogger AuntyN said...

It's time for another baby hehehe.

6:55 PM  
Blogger dillazag said...

Ditto on auntyn's comment. heh heh heh

And congrats for finally updating.I guess the experience really compelled you to blog about it, didn't it? I am glad coz I sure enjoy reading your entries. :)

9:37 PM  
Blogger anedra said...

aa@ny: just wait till u see him the next time u come back. he's become a very "frank-no censor- boy it frightens me sometimes! hehehe..

rose: I sure have hopes for that. I know my boy, he'd love every single minute of school.

lifebloom: I'd better be the centre of his universe! Nak gelak pulak, just imagine ya, when he has girlfriends nanti..sure they'll get turned off cos he'd be an "anak mak". haha!

auntyN: TELL ME ABOUT IT! But first I need to kempiskan my perut yang expanded ni, before I expand it further!

Dillazag: Baby plans? Dont know lah, but i sure want one! Thanks for coming by!!

12:18 AM  
Blogger pu1pu3 said...

it'll be a good 3 more years before my eldest go to the sekolah budak besar, as he calls it.I bet I'll be like you or worse, this teary eyes of mine cannot tahan la..for sure...

11:49 PM  
Blogger anedra said...

pu1pu3: enjoy the "now" while it lasts! and when that day comes, the school clerk will prob hand u the tissues u'll need!

7:28 PM  
Anonymous nohachomel said...

nurin baru 3 tahun setengah, bebaru ni pakaikan dia baju blouse dan jeans, sekali pandang macam dah besar je, tetiba hati rasa hiba plak..eh dah beso anak aku, takleh bayanglah kalau dia masuk sekolah nanti...

btw, tak sangka akak dah update, lama tak singgah sini...;P

2:37 AM  
Blogger MA said...

Anedra :

Se-brutal-brutal I nih - I blubbered shamelessly tengok my eldest masuk tadika, waved me goodbye. Tu okay lagi. Bila masuk Standard One, I felt my apron strings were snapped completely...Rasa macam nak duduk with him on my lap kat dalam classroom tu.

It doesn't get any easier with each child. The paip air mata will still pecah just as much....

9:24 PM  

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