Paip Air Mata

I've turned into a wuss - big time.

Hari ini dalam sejarah - It was the day I was to confirm Abang's entry into Standard One. A form filling event which should have been without drama, but saw me wetting the "Borang Tanda Nama" (Name Tag Form) at the school office with my tears.. Tried to hide em..but it was, apparently obvious, that the school clerk asked me, if I was ok and even handed me a Kleenex.

So, now he is registered in Kelas Satu Wawasan and shall soon be wearing a tie to school and a name tag proudly bearing his name. My baby who is already giddy with excitement asking me how much he needs to get a nasi lemak at the school canteen, "cos big guys who go to big schools don't bring chicken nuggets to school in the school bags, mama."

Waaaaaargggghhh..is it so wrong that I still want him in diapers, curling on my lap every night to sleep telling me that he loves me "one hundred million thousand fifty dollars (banyak eh?)-in the whole wide world-dot com dot my (i dont know where he got that from)-forever and ever", and never grows up??

I tell ya, I am a wuss.

Nazrah, look who's the paip air mata now?